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22 November 2005

just one thing... or maybe two... then i'll leave...
since there's perhaps nothing much that's worth my stay
perhaps people will say i'm an escapist
but if that will mean a better path for me
why not?
it's tired to hang on and falls each time
it's tired to supress and pretend that nothing ever happens
it's tired to try to keep everything in control on the surface
i'll stay if...
if... god says so
if.........
but meanwhile i'll be focused.....

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Xueming.
Aveline.
Jim.
west 3.
joanna.
junjie.
zhi'en.
Lindy.
[.A J C.]
Siewmay.
yiting.
ee jun.
lijie.
huimin.

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