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19 October 2005

hmm... hahah updating here cos my dear shu ask me to hehe ^^

think god is teaching me what is maturity...
maturity is not throwing tantrums at god
maturity is doing what you have to even if you don't feel like it
it is responding the correct way and not how you like
it is taking responsibility for your actions, thoughts, speech and for the people around you
maturity is treating your friends with respect no matter how different you are
it is also submitting to authorities even if their ways of doing things are different.

hmm... another thing now is that i'm learning how to have that intimate relationship
with god that we were created for. i don't wish to be just lost in serving and churchianity as a christian. many a times we as christians tell people thta chrisitianity is not a religion but it is a relationship with our creator, but how convince are we ourselves? for me, i am not satisfied to just be superficial in my relationship with god: just going through the cycle of falling away and repentence. hmm... i really want to give to people i would say ( who wouldn't want their life to impact others) but perhaps my starting point have been wrong because it should be Jesus first then others second. it's how close that we walk with jesus that will determine how much we can impart life to others and not just some form without power.


having loads to say to you
but don't ever think i'd get the chance to
till then, we'll see~

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