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27 August 2005

past inadequacy running after me again
thought most of it was dealt with
but i guess it's a process of prunning

hmm... i can't seem to trust myself with myself
to control my emotions and thoughts
to handle whatever responsibilities given to me
to handle my basic responsibilities
to handle friendships...

why have You chosen me
out of millions Your child to be
You know all the wrongs that i have done
oh how could you pardon me
forgive my iniquities
and save me through Jesus your son

but Lord help me be
what You want me to be
your words i will strife to obey
my life i now give
for You i will live
and walk by your side all the way

i am amazed to know
that the lord so greatcould love me so
He's willing to watch over me
his mercy is wonderful
his grace is so bountiful
i can't understand as i confess

recently i actually met few of my primary
school friends after almost 6 long years
i'm gonna plan a gathering hopefully after my 'A's
perhaps God is hinting me something :)

oh yar... god reminded me of my selfishness
of not sharing the good news and the joy with
people around, i saw the needs of some people around me
but i ain't doing anything... i'll start trying tho...
r u like me? giving a blind eye to the needs around
or too comfortable with where you are?


this time it really hurts badly
i've been beaten down badly too
dreading yet missing those times
the different places and the walkways
gelare,nydc,west coast,kfc...
26 dec2004...

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