[entries]
02 July 2005
if ever u see me expressionless... that's me
if ever u see me sad.... that's me
hmm... perhaps nothing i can say anymore
or no one will i try to share with anymore
i've decided to be brave to others
and only vulnerable to God, yes, Him alone
i can't bring myself to forgive and forget
i can only pretend that i accept you
but think i have never
perhaps i can never
at Your feet yesterday, just being who i am
it's the best place i can ever be
all my walls of defence and fronts of bravery collapsed
all of it staring at me once again
at least i can be vulnerable to You now, only You
i really dunno what to do with everthing
especially when there's not even any support
not even a finger for me to hold, let alone a helping hand
but not a part of me is willing to say i'm tired
i'll press on, till the day that not a part of me can hang in there
then i'll go... where?
anywhere where things are different...
just wait and see...
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