God i can't take it anymore... no one seems to be there he's gone, she's gone it's hard...perhaps you are teaching me something i don't know what i can do with my sudies, my ministry, my family everything seems to be just waiting to fall apart God will you come and hold me? i don't know how long can i hang in there silent tears of fears and helplessness. what's my future suppose to be? somethings seem to be able to be done by me only and no one else God............
