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06 June 2005

why can't u just let me go?
i tried to stay positive about it
but i can't deny what i 'm feeling
I laid it down
it still clings on
i wanna breakthru
but i can't
i thot i had
i never have
i'm sick of it
either i give in or i break thru
but i'm nowhere here or there
can someone just tell me the answer to it
some people gave in
they are ok
some people breakthru
they are ok
but i can't
i can only cry silently on my own
cos it's been way too long
saying it out won't make much diff
why muz u, of all persons u
to dig it out
perhaps time will change everything...





Deep in my soul
Is a tug- a- war
Im struggling to know what this life is for
I try so hard to stay in control
To hold back the tears
To not let go
`
I dont know why
I hang on so long
When I know the question You were asking me
`
Will you worship
Will you bow down before the Lord and King
Will you love me
Will u give me your hearts
Your everything
`
Right here and now
Ive made my choice
With all my life I will answer You
`
I will worship
I will bow down before my Lord and King
I will love you
I will give You my heart
My everything
~wad would happen to me if i've nvr known you?
better or worse?~

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